怎么了

可以不要大锣大鼓的闯进我的生活

然后一声不响的溜走吗?

之前为我做下的许多事

我不说并不代表我没看见

还是那一切都只是你的伎俩...?

付出了 真的可以不求回报吗?

我不明白 不明白

你所做的一切 然后突然改变的一切

像风一样转变

就好像转个弯 就不见掉一样

那是一种失落

那只是短短的瞬间

突然间拥有的幸福

又突然间消失掉

习惯了有你的存在 你的问候

叫我如何找回已经被打乱的生活

太猖狂了

=.=

到底是有...? 还是没有??!

真忐忑 脑袋一片空白

乱了的话

请把我给找回来

我

已经很久没回来这里了
回到这里只想说
我今天emo很够力一下
我讨厌心情像升降机酱上上下下
我讨厌心情不好时我不知道跟谁说
我讨厌半途而废

我讨厌无常

我讨厌自己突然之间讨厌很多事情
或许亲戚没来?

脑海突然浮现lecturer哭泣的画面
告诉我说人生无常 要珍惜身边人事物 时间

做有用的事

但我脑海里现在只有空白

我需要调适 需要时间 需要休息 需要喘息的空间?


累了 所以又出现在这里了

很多事情突然遇到瓶颈

我无法释怀 因为找不到答案

same

It's just the same old story
keep repeating without any turning
or surprising...
just couldn't get out from this cycle
but I know it is never too late...to wake myself up from this moment
I am lucky enough that I realize it before it comes to another
same ending

and I am definitely an idiot

我不读了我不读了我不读了我不读了
其母之！！！！！！
一个礼拜四分报告
我要我的表演成功啦
可是如何分身？
死报告去到哪都要带着你
吃饭都没胃口！！！！

Precious moment

Awhhh
here was the place
full of our precious memories
that should be kept inside our heart forever
our Cameron Campsite
Barre Centre!!!
(correct me if I spell wrong kay? =p)

Committee + Participants
hehehe





I am not walking alone :)
I could remember everyone who did help me,
lend me their hand along the journey
whenever I am helpless

logistic committee-Bearrr Goh
aka camera man
aka Ipad owner
XD

My beloved committee members
Jackie, Roy, Ji Yang, Jeff
and best camper Yi Ren

Starbucks :)
lucky enough to get free drink
buahahahha
warmest and comfortable night ever we passed

Our chairman mia fei wen nv you
Jscy :)
she is cute and responsible
had great time with her
wish to know more about her XP

Wendy :)
PR group in our camp
another singer who I admire the most
she can sing very well yet she is very cute
whenever mention his Mr.A

yesss
all the female committee aka leng lui are here!!
ahhahaha
we are crazyyyyy don't get close to us XD

Steamboat night
another memorable night we had together
the moment we had joy had fun
the night full of ghost stories
keke I love you guys

We went out for watching the polluted
"WATERFALL"
hahahahha
participants was kena tipu lar

Jungle trekking
Lydia and me follow behind
our responsibilities to take care of the participants
thankiu so much for guiding me
I think I am the most useless program manager ever XD

one of the participant =)
xiao xiao if I am not remember wrongly
poor memory what to do XDD

participants + committee
Our emo expression LOL~




all smile so nice :)
hahahax

KICHI KICHI!!!
she is Victoria
my coursemate aka jimui
one of our committee fall for her
XD sorry Mr.R

BoBo and me
his "Baby" was our camp legend XDD
btw he did a very good job
thanks for bringing fun to us lol~
the drama was very successful

I love the sunshine there...
thats what I have been waiting for long time
thanks God :)

having breakfast in the early morning
another 'xing fu' moment

Boon Jie me and the flowerss

Ji Yang and me

Wendy and Me again~
The morning sunshine in church :)

Lydia and me

is just another memorable days
that I couldn't forget throughout my life
although I am not really putting much effort
even try my best from the very beginning
since everyone was leaving program group
and I was feels like giving up
but I keep telling myself that I can't do that
since once I had determined to do the job
I should continue without regret
and in the end comes up with unexpected gift in my life
u guys :)
and we became one big family

I really appreciate for those
who really help me during the running of program
T.T
actually I am kinda touched when they didn't shoot me
in our camp review
Coz I know my arrangement of the program flow was sucks enough
yet I couldn't able to conduct any of the games
because of my poor expression,language
and shy and whatever
I know I didn't try my best
but you guys never ever give up
you guys put alot effort on it
somemore carrying my responsibilities and burden
taking care of me
T.T I am sorry
the words I wish to say thousand of times

The camp song and the theme song

our faci in every groups
our EMCEE
thanks for everything
and to those who take care of me
in these 3 days
the blanket, breads, concern from you guys
I will always remember all these memories
;)
I love you guys
never forget we had a great time in cameron
even after we graduated
working and till the end of our life XDD

ohh cameron ,come and enjoy and feel the breeze together
I could only remember this sentence == XD

Music is always the best way to link ppl together
we know each other because of music
and here we became family because of music as well
we all are music lover

Do take care
Summer camp rocks ! XD