SANCTUM

FINALLY! I can squeeze out alittlelittle of my time...
to update my blog post yay! HAHA
just finish my lab test and htw lar weyyy...was kinda susah
even I tried my best to fill in all the blank...but HAHA
you know...still left some questions in blank == totally no idea
and I update my blogpost just to share with ya how's my last weekend and my BIRTHDAY PRESENT! yea...present~gonna show off here...
but unlucky was I forgot to bring my pinky mia cable...so got to update 2moro~
nemai...I just wanna recommend a movie today! it was totally awesome!



yea ! SANCTUM ~~
is talk about the world biggest unexplored cave...
an underwater diving team, explorers
dive into the cave and experience a life threatening-crisis in the cave...
they got to seek for the unknown escape route to the sea
it was awesome because I never ever think that would be so terrifying
when in the cave...
everyone is asking me "is there any monster or aliens under the sea?"
NO!!! though it doesn't appear any monster under the cave...
but it was so impressive
since this movie reveal how mean a human will be when death comes to them...
and shows how panic and fear you are when in a narrow...
breathless...food-less, darkness and coldness environment !!!
whats makes me fear was the scene
when one of the explorer stuck in between a narrow cave!
and her oxygen pipe was leak !!
it means...no oxygen GG!!
wweeeee!! horrible~~
try to imagine that you are trapped in a little narrow box...no oxygen is provided...
only darkness there...and wth you can't even move inside the box...o.O
seriously I had nightmare after watching the movie XD
but what I had learn was the spirit of an explorer :
never ever give up to find the way out

and one of my favourite quote in this movie is:
NO GOD in this cave...
we all are just a dust that pass through this cave.

though some of my friend said this movie is too cruel and mean for them...
because the leader of the diving team decide to kill one of his team member
since his team member was injured badly in an accident
and his whole body bone was broken =/
and got to mention that they have no any medicine box beside them
and time is constraint...
so the leader made the decision to kill him and took away his useful equipment...
in order to keep others people survive...
so..hmmm what do you think about him?? cruel...
others team member claim that he doesn't have any right to take away people life
because he is not GOD...and he pop out the answer (my favorite quote)
in my opinion..there isn't about the 'right' issues...
since all the bones are broken...and he is suffering too
so I think he made the best decision...=/
wellll !!! super duper like those adventure moviessssssssssss !!!
I like challenging ! chi gek~~XDDD


hmmm... this few day I took some meat liao...
now eating fish pulak ><><
HELP~~ I don't want take meat anymorez!
I don't want take rubbish anymorezzz!!

^^

I thought she was gone...and left me behind

but I found her. My lovely angel =)))

phewww............ luckily

bibla bibla

gahhhh hate this kind of feeling...
I know I should stop complaining but I just...just what?!
don't know how to say lar wey...kinda bo syok now...DUMB
arr line is lag like hell can't even load google homepage...
nah nah see see how I am gonna die tomoro...
REPORTS are comming ngam ngam ngam eating me ==

still haven't finish my reportS yet...ueeahhhaa start yawning again==
Life is just like this?? huh I wonder
spent my day with reports...doing those meaningless stuff in whole day
and yea I feel lonely...no one quarrel with me...no one choi me today ='(
hmmmm I miss him...ermmm not my ex HAHAHA is another him

after take bath I went to my friend mia hostel to return back her shirt
and hell yea DG bo line...so I just kept waiting outside her house and
wander along the street...suddenly so many couple pop out in front me
and I felf " LOVE IS ALL AROUND " orz
yea I am alone...all the time
sometimes I ask myself why don't you just attach with someone zek!?
since you so afraid of loneliness...
IDK~
btw~what a day...
ngm hoi sam

depressing wth

quite feeling depressed this few days since I have to submit
4 reports in this friday... yiii sommore got lab test and midterm
aikss...I know all the bio students now are facing the same problem
and most probably some of them screaming...crying...doing whatever
in their room to release their stresses! and hell ya kampar is hot like hell...
and I saw naked body swinging around ==
huh...currently I am really not in good mood to write like a poet...
like the previous post. those emo thingy...the spirit in writing...has gone frankly...
bo mood to do anything as well...unless sleeping playing guitar and eating
only can pull me back to the reality now...
reports spent my day...wth...
quite struggle when I decided to spend a little of my time to write this post...
btw I just don't wan't to stress myself to much or else I will burst! LOL

arrr one thing I got to say is CONGRATZ to my beloved form6 friends
who get such a good result in STPM! 4 flat ehhh wao...envious liao XDD
I am happy for them but sad for myself...my cgpa grade T.T gosh!
whenever mention about my result I was like ...
huhhhhhh...don't want to talk about it lia...later lagi depressed..

Our papa jackson fetched us to tesco to buy stuff 2day..
and guess what I bought? yea no wrong..is choc!
CHOC again!! walaoeh I can't control myself ...
and now eating non-stop...almost finish the thing I bought 2day
what a big fat eater me ! hate myself gaogao
got to put myself on diet~ hmmmm but can't blame on me lar wey
now I am a vegetarian...no more taking meat...and I am lack of some vitamins I think
so eat others thingy to replace the vitamin I lost...but I wonder will I become...
fatter and fatter? LOL!!! wonder mummy @@

Yea having crush on someone was feeling good...
but hor this nice nice eh feeling won't last long...
sometimes can bring you pain...
now everyone asking me to find a bf even some of my relatives
met me during cny hor...also ask why don't you find a bf huh?
ceeeeeeeeehhhhhhhhhh !!!
I wish to fall in love but I am not able...seriously
LOVE this kind of thingy isn't like the case you choosing a cloth lor
so easy meh...want change jiu change...want buy jiu buy...
but I have to admit that someone came into my life...
but now he left jor == totally disappear...BIG SIGH!
see...it isn't easy to attach one you know...
timing is the most important "ingredient" in LOVE
and I think he already got target as well...sigh!
a question ever pop out in my mind before...
is that possible I become a lesbian ??? LOL!!!
hmmmm...I will think about it if a lesbian tackle me!!
HAHAHA! this is not call despo..
just feeling disappointed to the GUY!
aiks...

arr one last thing...
I am really really misseu guysss bell.pohpoh.sloan.ruru.cayton.
yes cayton you are in the list hahahah new member...
I miss the time we playing guitar at the basketball court
I miss the time you guys making fun there...crap...talking cold jokes ==\
HAHAHHAA!!! by the way...really miss you guys so muchie...
got to hit my pillow now...yea do nothing tonite again!!
YEA!!! I am feeling so 'great'///
aikss...guitly 99. see how I am gonna DIE in thursday night...haha
goodnite world =) with lotsss of love ya...

...

weee
that's hurt eh
=(
emoomomomomomooooomo

七里香。主唱爽一日记

七里香
演唱：Mr.C and Mrs.C

窗外的麻雀 在电线杆上多嘴
你说这一句 很有夏天的感觉
手中的铅笔 在纸上来来回回
我用几行字形容你是我的谁
秋刀鱼的滋味 猫跟你都想了解
初恋的香味就这样被我们寻回
那温暖的阳光 象刚摘的鲜艳草莓
你说你舍不得吃掉这一种感觉
雨下整夜 我的爱溢出就像雨水
院子落叶 跟我的思念厚厚一叠
几句是非 也无法将我的热情冷却
你出现在我诗的每一页
雨下整夜 我的爱溢出就象雨水
窗台蝴蝶 象诗里纷飞的美丽章节
我接着写 把永远爱你写进诗的结尾
你是我唯一想要的了解

雨下整夜 我的爱溢出就象雨水
院子落叶 跟我的思念厚厚一叠
几句是非 也无法将我的热情冷却
你出现在我诗的每一页
那饱满的稻穗 幸福了这个季节
而你的脸颊象田里熟透的蕃茄
你突然对我说
七里香的名字很美
我此刻却只想亲吻你倔强的嘴
雨下整夜 我的爱溢出就象雨水
院子落叶 跟我的思念厚厚一叠
几句是非 也无法将我的热情冷却
你出现在我诗的每一页
整夜 我的爱溢出就象雨水
窗台蝴蝶 象诗里纷飞的美丽章节
我接着写 把永远爱你写进诗的结尾
你是我唯一想要的了解

最近一直在听这首歌
想起那时候第一次去“夹band”的情景
爽到。。。主唱主唱 XD
最不能忘记就是这首歌的 rhythm
drum的pattern好听到。。。没话讲 型！
本人实在要对pohpoh五体投地
全部编排他一手制作 鼓打到相当型
没想到平常看他傻傻酱 玩起音乐是认真到。。。
他给了我甜笑的理由 当听这首歌的时候 =))))
尤其到歌高潮的部分！我笑到合不拢嘴 XDD
还有你看过bell拿电子吉它没？ 酷到！
只差当时我还没有拿bass便弹边唱而已 XDD
放弃表演 是个遗憾 我只能说
这首歌 带给了我一段很好很好很好的回忆
尽管只有那一天 但给我的启发真的很多
同时也“赚”到很多 =))))
想起那一天真的很开心开心 不知你是否也有同感？
再一次感恩感谢

Happy Birthday 217

Seriously I am freaking busy this few days!
It's all about promises I had made to people...
and I couldn't just run away and back to my lovely hometown...
thought I am so eager to celebrate my birthday with my family...
I miss ipoh miss my ibu bapa and friends...=(
I got alot of tasks havent done yet...reports...events...guitar practices...
I am gonna submit 5 report on next week
and I wish to get back to ipoh this saturday so that can watch I love HK
with my best friend but most probably I can't make it...
and I did nothing in this week somemore skip 2 classes =(
feeling so freaking bad...gosh...

I don't even receive any birthday wishes from him ...fb or text...none
and I pass my birthday was like O.O time flies without realizing in heritage hall~
I am seems like just wasting my time over there...I am not complaining others
just feel like myself is such useless...can't help anything there...
everyone singing birthday song for me...credit to bell...
and thanx for the birthday wishes from facebook...sms...haha ..wa so many...
kinda lazy to reply all the wishes from facebook...=p
btw I do really appreciate that XD

但最值得高兴与记载的是
两个弟弟 pohpoh n sloan
给了一个我超大的惊喜
still remember I was sleeping like a pig in the evening
and that stupid sloan keep calling me and wake me up
that time I was kinda angry and pissed off
I hate people wake me up the most! XD
btw I still wake up and answer his call and wtf is
he said he wanna get back his guitar score!
then I feels like really bo syok him and ask him to take later
let me sleep more awhile, but he insisted to come my house and take it back
I was like what the hell...hate him the most that time XD
but then after I opened the gate, I saw he n pohpoh holding a secret recipe cake
I was like O.O woahhhh I am kinda blur that time...without wearing contact lens...
just saw they smiling at me and I was shocked!seriously
the cake with an ice scream scoop on the top...kinda special lol
then after this the house full of our stupid laughters and music...
I bring my guitar n they sang me birthday song and some of my favourite songs...
Like justin bieber mia baby...they knew I love it and they are willing to play for me
TOUCHED!!! because all of the time I sing song to people but seldom receive any songs from u guys...this was my first time...a sincere gift I have never receive in my life...
I still remember the way pohpoh playing the guitar with his funny face expression
and sloan mia serious expression while singing...lol looks damn funny
it's good to be friend with them...

我真的很感恩 可以认识到他们
我会记住你们唱歌弹吉它时候的表情
我会记住记住 remember 99! hahaha

well...actually I am not really emo recently...
just feels like abit stress ...no! not abit~is veryvery stress!!
haiz...what the hell the reportsssss making me crazy all the time!!
and I got no mood to write like a poet XD hahaha
so just zha ba lang mix chinese and english together lar...

and so far I havent make any birthday wishes yet...
no candle birthday cake how to make wishes leh? kinda pity this year lol
arrghhh and those feeling...pls just keep away from me...
all is jus illusion...I don't wanna fall into any trap again...
just wanna be myself...live my life happily without regrets...
and I knew all this kind of illusion are going to end soon hahaha
thats a good thing for me I think =)
well...haiz...midterm test is around the corner liao...
I got to prepare I know...so Cath!!
u got to focus on ur studies!ur guitar! nt others thing~
arrr and I do really hope what I said to u...no offense...
actually most of the time I am just kidding with u...
thought seems like blaming u but actually I am not...
but I knew all will be ended soon hahaha
and I can escape from those trap hehhehe
arrr one thing...don't touch my hair lar wey!!! seriously
I don't want have any interaction with u...nemai...end liao end liao hmmm

lastly I just want to say
I miss my home badly
and happy birthday to you cath =)
wish u become prettier and prettier =p (no pimples)
big improvement in singing n guitar skills XD (sing in station1 again!)
cgpa can get more than last sem !!( 4.0!! am I greedy?) lol
and I will be the only one in his eyes HAHA! attached attached !!!
(well I am still the same~fan jian!)
Law of attraction !come on~~
I do believe in u one~pls don't dissapoint me

Goodnite world =)
cath appreciate everything in her life